I thank God for
that among milliards of people living on our planet God has
chosen me for repentance, as written in the Gospel of John
“Ye have not
chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye
should go and bring forth fruit, and your fruit should
remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Farther in my
name, he may give it you.”
satan comes into your heart not having asked us about this.
And as father of lie he brings illness, alcoholism,
narcotics, cripples our life, make people unlucky.
loving Jesus comes to us and gently knocks at the heart and
says: “Viktor, let me come into your heart.”
Why it happens?
As written in Bible, (Genesis
1:27) “…God created a man after the image and likeness of
God”. God is the creator of the Universe. God created a man
as creator and personality on the Earth.
God loves a man. That’s why He appeals to him as
to individual and God gives a right of choice to let God
come in into his heart or not. It happens with everyone. On
the one hand, we don’t choose God, He chooses us. On other
hand, a man as an individual decides to let God in into his
heart or not. When mutual agreement of God and a man comes
then penance happen, it’s a penance by heart.
I want to tell
how God has been knocking at my heart for 39 years and
saying: “Viktor! Let me come in into your heart.” But I
didn’t accept God who saved my life many times when satan
wants to destroy my life.
this penance I want to cite Holly Gospel.
According to John (Chapter 18, verse 15-17; 25-27):
“15 And Simon
Peter followed Jesus, and so did another disciple: that
disciple was known unto the high priest, and went in with
Jesus into palace of the high priest.
16 But Peter
stood at the door without. Then went out that other
disciple, which was known unto the high priest, and spake
unto her that kept the door, and brought in Peter.
17 Then saith the
damsel that kept the door unto Peter, Art not thou also one
of this man’s disciples? He saith, I am not.”
“25 And Simon
Peter stood and warmed himself. They said therefore unto
him, Art not thou also one of his disciples? He denied it,
and said, I am not.
26 One of the
servants of the high priest, being his kinsman whose ear
Peter cut off, saith, Did not I see thee in the garden with
27 Peter then
denied again: and immediately the cock crew.”
repudiated Christ, so did I. Sitting on fig-tree of sin for
39 years I denied God after every His blessing.
In 1977 having
finished 8 grades of school in the village Romeiki of
Vladimirets region in Rovno oblast with laudable document I
went to Rovno to enter Accounting Faculty of Rovno
Agricultuaral Technical School without exams. But I was
late. There were no more places to enter without exams. I
was suggested to apply Building Faculty but I could not
imagine how I would work as builder-foremen, my height was
only 115 cm.
God has heard my
thoughts. I entered Accounting Faculty.
didn’t thank God. I thought I had luck. Furthermore I was
convinced that having become free of parents’ control I
obtained real freedom. My freedom has grown in drunkenness.
Satan jeered at me through people because I had inferiority
complex. People of such height are called as Lilliputians.
Graduated from technical school I had a dream to enter
Department of Law in Kiev University.
tried to enter and without results. Suddenly I remembered
that my sister Nadezhda believes in God. I called her and
asked: “Why doesn’t God love me? Why did I enter university
twice and without results? Why are all people tall and I am
little? Why do all passers-by show at me call me
22. People of such age stop growing. Some time later
Nadezhda told me that she saw prophecy and God said: “You
enter university and you’ll have a height as you want if you
cried, if only 151 cm,” because then I was 135 cm.
entered university that year. I went for the first physical
training lesson with medical certificate to be exempt of it.
Honored master of sports in wrestling Valerij Diadkovskij
having formed up 176 men in line ran the gauntlet, indicated
on some people and said: “Tomorrow on wrestling carpet!”
I’ve got such instruction too. Everybody started laughing at
me and I nearly cried.
Trainer asked if
I was going to cry.
“Why do you
He said, “I don’t
insult you. Do you want to become a real man?”
wrestling carpet tomorrow!”
Before training I
closed my room to sob out when they laughed at me.
I came to
trainings. For 4 years from 22 to 26 I became taller on 18
cm, i.e. to 153 cm, as I asked God. You can see this on
photo. When I grew up I gave up trainings.
I want 151 cm? Men can understand me. Only men taller than
151 cm can go to army.
think that I started praising God? No. I repudiated Christ
as Peter did. I thought that good luck helped me to enter
university and I grew up because of sports trainings.
my study in university I was training, studying and drinking
alcohol. My drinking-bouts enhanced when I finished
university and started business. Drinking-bout could last
from 1 day to 1 week long. Because of this my girl left me.
I loved her madly. And I even tried to commit suicide. It
happened in Petropavlovsk-Kamchatski. We made a business
trip. I dedicated her 8 years of my life. Before flight I
learned that she was going to marry my friend.
Northern Petersburg the three of us met – classic triangle.
Having drunk 1 or 2 bottles of vodka I decided to commit
drunk I went back to hotel and opened window on the fifth
floor. I was going to jump out but unknown force pushed me
back. Sweating all over I became sober. I knew that God
saved my life.
again I repudiated Christ as Peter did. I was drinking.
Drinking-bouts lasted for weeks. I had an expert in
narcology but he didn’t help. I gave up drinking 100 times
and started again.
I’ve realized that I had narcotic dependence. Even doctors
could not help to overcome it.
one of such drinking-bouts I visited entertainment place
with my friend. Some men noticed that we had money and we
were drunk. Satan prepared for us next trap in the form of
passing bus. We took this bus where bandits were sitting. We
were robbed and got out of city. They decided me to throw
out the bus and to kill my friend Aleksandr because he
started to fight with them. I stood on my knees before them
and begged not to kill Aleksandr. They tried to push me out
the bus but I caught for 2 door-handles. They kicked my face
and I flied out the bus. They did with Aleksandr the same.
We came home covered with blood and beat.
again saved my life. But I repudiated God.
realized that I had to change my life.
One day after
regular drinking-bout I appealed to God with words: “Oh God!
If you don’t help me to give up drinking, I will kill
myself!” God has heard my cry from the heart, cry of pain
and howl of despair. As always he relieved me.
up drinking 17 years ago. But again I repudiated God.
I had my
business, became a member of Union of Industrialists and
Entrepreneurs under President of Ukraine. L.Kuchma also was
a member of this Union.
not walking on the ground I just was flying. And I didn’t
remember and even became angry when my mother and sister
were speaking about God.
showed me life without His blessing.
Bobrujsk, 01.00 am.
One hour earlier
I asked driver if he could drive a car to Minsk himself
because I was going to sleep on the back seat.
I remembered 150
km/h on speedometer. I fell asleep and then I’ve heard a
Nikolayevich, are you alive?”
Then I understood
that our car was in the water and sinking. I felt instinct
of self-preservation. I started crying:
me to get out of this coffin! There are gasoline cans in the
boot, car will explode!”
It was real
coffin. Because of accident vehicle computer was broken, all
the doors were locked. My cry didn’t scare driver. He broke
part of door and I’ve got out before car sinked.
driver told me that he fell asleep and woke up when at speed
150 km/h car broke posts and he was threw out of car by
unknown force. He saw how car turned upside down at speed
150 km/h and moved on car body 60-100 m, ran into far bank
of river and fell into water.
me! I had any abrasion. After this I began to think about
God. I seemed to have all necessary in my life – money,
power, happy family, high position in society but I didn’t
have peace of mind, happiness which is not bought for money.
I’ve understood that belief in God was the only holy thing
on this sinful Earth. I was searching for God for 7 years
before penance. I remember the first day when I came into
Evangelistic Pentecost Church and I was looking around if
anybody looked at me. Earlier I visited Orthodox Churches.
Especially I liked Pochayev monastery.
first time I visited church “Philadelphia” which had just
been opened in September 2000 for prayers. The Holy Ghost
touched my heart and I was crying for two hours as a child
and I went for repentance.
repented by heart. That day I obtained the best friend for
all my life – Heavenly Father who settled in my heart and
gave me the highest happiness which I had been looking for
all my life.
I want to
continue my testimony citing New Testament:
“15 So when they
had dined, Jesus saith to Simon Peter, Simon, son of Jonas,
lovest thou me more than these? He saith unto him, Yea,
Lord; thou knowest that I love thee. He saith unto him, Feed
16 He saith to
him again the second time, Simon, son pf Jonas, lovest thou
me? He saith unto him, Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love
thee. He saith unto him, Feed my sheep.
17 He saith unto
him the third time, Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me?
Peter was grieved because he said unto him the third time,
Lovest thou me? And he said unto him, Lord, thou knowest all
things; thou knowest that I love thee. Jesus said unto him,
Feed my sheep.”
Just as Jesus
blessed Peter he blessed me. Because of my prayers and fast
God appealed 20 my relatives and friends to penance. Thanks
to my prayers and fast God healed my friend’s child.
Now I am the head
of JSC Fiko where 600 employees worked. Fiko had 2 plants –
titanium plant in Kiev and Sugar Plant in Babin, Rovno
My working day
begins from prayer. I pray with members of Pentecost,
Orthodox and Catholic Churches. We have one God and
confessions must no influence on his glorification. We
opened interconfession club of Bible study.
night I had a dream. I didn’t see anybody but I heard a
“Viktor, do you
remember what you wanted to make from old building in Sugar
“Bar and hotel,”
“Do you know what
you must build now?”
“I know that is
Now a very
beautiful building of Prayer House in Protestant style has
been built. I left this sugar plant but habitants of Babin
have Prayer House where they can glorify God.
This building is
evidence that God exists and all of us will appear before
repentance, baptism by water, by Holy Ghost and there is
also baptism by fire.
following is from God it means that I passed Fire Baptism.
If it is not from God then God saved my life again.
crashed in Bobrujsk on March, 26, 1993. 8 years later on
March 25.2001 during 45 minutes I had two accidents in Rovno
region. Between Vladimirets and Antonovka at speed 80 km/h
my car got on ice-covered road. The car turned in different
sides and then was thrown on roadside. It turned driver’s
side down and unknown force(I think God) flipped up car in
the air and car stood on wheels but in the mud. There was no
any car on the road. And I saw 2 automobiles from opposite
directions. They were members of Pentecost church. They
helped me to pull car out of the mud. I decided to go to
Kiev. Through my sister God said: “Viktor, don’t go to Kiev.
Stay this night at parents’ house.” But I didn’t listen to
God’s advice because I didn’t know that I heard God’s words
but not sister’s words. Moving on route Warsaw – Kiev speed
was only 50km/h because the wheel was damaged. Please notice
that such speed allows controlling a car. But because of
ice-covered road a car skidded badly. It turned upside-down
a few times. The car was lying in ravine.
I asked, “Are you
I heard nothing.
I asked again:
“Fedor, are you alive?”
I asked my
sister: “Nadezhda, are you alive?”
Silence. I asked
again: “Nadezhda, are you alive?”
Then she said
long-expected word: “Yes.”
Having got out
from the car we didn’t find any scratch. Nadezhda went to
State Auto inspection. Another man went to Rovno in passing
car. I was staying in spring shoes in frost near the car and
glorifying God. I didn’t worry. I start singing prayers in
other languages. I said: “God, if this was from you then I
will love you and glorify your name much more. But if this
accident is from you, satan, my belief in God will be
stopped and offered to help.
In my prayer I
asked: “God, what is my sin? I don’t realize it. Let the
Holy Ghost to show me my sin. Why did it happen?” God
answered me through another man. When my sister was in Rovno
in state auto inspection one man arrived and said to
inspectors: “On my way from Kiev to Sarny I counted 24
traffic accidents and then I stopped counting.”
understood: if I didn’t have an accident then I would repair
wheel and at speed 120 km/h move in Kiev. At such speed and
in such weather conditions something terrible could happen
(I could rush out in centre strip in truck or run into the
God save my life.
When I told this to other worshippers they wondered: “How
God save you if two accidents happened.” I affirm that if
after the first accident I listened to God’s advice then God
wouldn’t allow the second one.
You must no act
against God. If God decided that I should stay at mother’s
at night so it happened. Indeed I slept in mother’s house
that night and on the second day my car was taken up by
Do you remember I
told how I was staying on my knees before bandits? Finishing
my testimony I want to appeal to you, my friend, with words
from The Acts:
“Repent, and be
baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for
the remissions of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the
When you my dear
friend read this testimony, please be noticed that Christian
churches of Ukraine pray for you, for your relatives and
friends, for all Ukraine that God will choose Ukraine for
and bless Ukraine and his all coming to believe in God sons
If you don’t know how to repent you
can write me
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LET GOD BLESS YOU
AND GIVE YOU REPENTANCE BEFORE HIS HOLY FACE.